A - AVAILABLE:   For what? Metnally, no, for a date, yes.

B – BIRTHDAY:   October

C - CRUSHING ON:   Redhead / Punk /

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD:   Do you want to know?  Juice.

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO:   Myself.  OH OK FINE.  My Best friend!

F - FAVORITE SONG:   Anything Green day!

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS:   Gummy Worms (sour ones) 

H – HOMETOWN:   CLASSIFIED

I - IN LOVE WITH:   Art / music / punks / animals

K - KILLED SOMEONE:   My Other Half……

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE:   God Knows

M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR:   Spearmint

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS:   Four  

O - ONE WISH:   Shape Changer

P - PERSON THAT CALLED YOU LAST:  My Best Friend

R - REASON TO SMILE:   Bands / music / my friends / funny people / animals

S - SONG YOU LAST SANG:   American idiot by Green Day (very loudly in the  bathroom

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:   6am YUCKKKKKKKY bad alarm

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR:   Black and white? Eek!

V - VEGETABLE:   Favourite?  Um…..Pickles!

W - WORST HABIT:   Daydreaming

X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD:   On my face when I got kicked by my sister’s horse

Y - YEARS LIVING WHERE YOU LIVE:   6 going on 7

Z - ZODIAC SIGN:   Libra

RANDOM QUESTIONS!!!

SPELL YOUR NAME WITHOUT VOWELS:   Mddy

WHAT COLOUR DO YOU WEAR MOST:   Green / Black

LEAST FAVORITE COLOURS:  NONE OF THEM! I love them all!

WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO:   Green Day

FOR AN X-RAY, WHAT WAS IT FOR:   I got kicked In the face by my sister’s  horse. His hoof clipped my cheekbone and lower jaw and the Dr. had to see if it    was busted.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CLASS IN SCHOOL:  ART

WHEN DO YOU START BACK AT SCHOOL/COLLEGE:  Wednesday!

ARE YOU OUTGOING:  Sometimes

FAVORITE PAIR OF SHOES:   Black converse / and my hell cool tan boots

CAN YOU DANCE:   Noooooooooooooooo

CAN YOU TIE A CHERRY STEM WITH YOUR MOUTH:   I Don’t Know…..

CAN YOU WHISTLE:  No

CROSS YOUR EYES:  Yes

THE DO’S, HAVE’S, AND WHAT’S

DO YOU BELIEVE THERE IS LIFE ON OTHER PLANETS:  Why not? There is  here. 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN MIRACLES:  Yes / No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC:  Um………….no.

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT:  Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN SANTA:   Lolololololol LOL

DO YOU LIKE ROLLER COASTERS:  NO

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE:  Yeeeeeeeeeeees unfortunately

HAVE YOU EVER ASKED SOMEONE OUT:   Not Yet…..

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ASKED OUT BY SOMEONE:  Nearly

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO THE OCEAN:   Hah!

HAVE YOU ALMOST DROWNED IN THE OCEAN:  Yes

WHAT IS THE TEMPERATURE OUTSIDE:  Cold

WHAT RADIO STATION DO YOU LISTEN TO:  JJJ

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT:   A USB port?

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING ON TV YOU WATCHED:   Dunno

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TOOK A PICTURE OF:   My pony!

EVER REALLY CRIED YOUR HEART OUT:  Yes

EVER CRIED YOURSELF TO SLEEP: Yes

EVER CRIED ON YOUR FRIEND’S SHOULDER: Yes

EVER CRIED OVER THE OPPOSITE GENDER: Yes

DO YOU CRY WHEN YOU GET AN INJURY: No—depends on what it is!

DO SONGS MAKE YOU CRY:  Sometimes…Nearly

ARE YOU A HAPPY PERSON:  Sometimes

WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT HAIR COLOUR: Brown/Blond

CURRENT LOOKS?

WHAT ARE YOU WEARING: Slack

YOUR EYE COLOUR: Brown

SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Short

HEIGHT: NOT TELLING.  To embarrassing!

I feel as if no one will ever love me.  Is it because I am me? Is it because I don’t try to be someone I am not?

I want to be loved for who I am, not what I “should” be. I want to be loved for me. I don’t want to wake up every morning to the sound of rain in my ears. I want to wake to a voice that understands me.  That loves me. Will I ever find the right boy? Why do people keep what they feel to themselves, when it comes to love? Why will they not express it?

I want to be loved for me.  I want to be loved as the accordion playing, difference I am.

I just want to know if that will ever happen.